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Rain on Me by Acornaih Rain on Me by Acornaih
The rain was cold, freezing almost, but Matsuda didn't really mind. He liked it, actually. He wished it were even colder; he wanted to be numb, he wanted to be frozen. In fact, if he could just die out here, he would, except he figured Aizawa would hunt him down and bring him back to life just so he could kill him himself.
With a sigh, he stared up at the streetlamp above him. He'd always thought it was pretty how the gold light glittered off the raindrops as they fell from the heavens, soaking through his hair and running down his face.
"I don't care what Aizawa thinks," he mumbled to the lamp. "I
should be dead. I should have died along with everyone else at the warehouse that day. It would be better for everyone if I were. None of this would be happening then. What am I supposed to do?"



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Le GASP two uploads in two days? I guess I'm getting back into the swing of dA! <3
I'm actually pretty proud of this one. Worked on it off and on for almost a month. :)

Poor Matsu... *huggles*

This is from a scene in my Just a Martyr fanfiction. (read here! [link]) Even I'm not exactly sure when/where/why, because I haven't written that far in advance x) It's also kind of strange that the story takes place in January yet it's...raining. Oh well; it rained like crazy when the TF and SPK headed to the Warehouse, didn't it? ;)

And yes. The words were written on the spot. They'll probably get inserted into the 'fic somewhere ;D


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Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease don't take this/use without permission. No, I didn't use any textures or brushes, so this is 100% mine. It'd be kinda stupid to ask you not to use this as any sort of reference... (Because I didn't use any) but if you do, credit would be nice. :)
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:iconwindir999:
WiNDiR999 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014
I love this picture <3
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Acornaih Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thankees! :) <3
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DestinySlayer Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
How did you make something like this?


It is AWESOME!!!!!!!
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Acornaih Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I drew and colored it in GIMP, a program very similar to photoshop. :)
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KrystalKlearBlue Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012  Hobbyist
I love this, and your story. I love angsty, depressed, Matsuda. It's so sad, but so good to read fanfics about. ^_^ Anyway, this is really good!
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Acornaih Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thank! Angsty Matsu isn't very original, I'm afraid...*everyone* writes him that way >.> I need to get him out of the dumps soon, eh? :)
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KrystalKlearBlue Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012  Hobbyist
Oh, and also, I found you on Fanfiction! YAAY!! :w00t:
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:iconacornaih:
Acornaih Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Ah so thats who you are... thanks :)
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KrystalKlearBlue Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012  Hobbyist
;)
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KrystalKlearBlue Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012  Hobbyist
I guess... Everyone includes me, btw. -_- But idk, do whatever your genious writing brain wants to do with the rest of the story because I'm sure it will be awesome! :)
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Acornaih Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012  Student Digital Artist
HAHA and me as well, don't worry xD
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moonstone7 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012
I came here from ff (I go by Tripoli) and wanted to say you're awesome! Your art is just as amazing as your writing! :clap:
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:iconacornaih:
Acornaih Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Oh hey there! :D Thanks for all your nice reviews :)

And thanks <3
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teamkenshinhimura Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2012  Student
DON"T DIE MATSUDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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:iconacornaih:
Acornaih Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Aw... hope not... D:
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teamkenshinhimura Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2012  Student
If he did I would scream. loud
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:iconacornaih:
Acornaih Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Lots of people would, I suspect... ;)
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dracoloversomuch Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2012
NO MATSU DON'T THINK LIKE THAT!!! WHAT WOULD I DO WITH YOU!!!-huggles forever-

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now fangirl moment over. this is excellent work. beatiful really. great work.
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Acornaih Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2012  Student Digital Artist
HAHAHA it *would* kind of make for a lame story if he ends up killing himself or something, eh? ;)

Thank you! :D I appreciate it! <3
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dracoloversomuch Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2012
Yay!
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crystal-of-ix Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I LOVE YOU MATSU! :hug:
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Acornaih Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Awww! Who doesn't? <3 (Especially when he's all kinds of angsty..)
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crystal-of-ix Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
He's just one of those characters that has the klutsy way about him...but your story showed just how serious he can be :love:
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Acornaih Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
It just serves to make him that much more "adorkable" :3
Yeah, I got pretty tired of hearing people go, "Matsuda is your favorite character? O_o But...he's an idiot!" Someone's got to write out his serious side.. ;)
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crystal-of-ix Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
The last time I've had a story actually physically change my opinion of a character was when I first went on fanfiction.net...idk like a billion years ago :XD: Someone wrote an Aladdin story called 'My Enemy's Keeper.' It was because of that that I began to love Mozenrath (dude with the really kinda creepy looking smile that shows up first on my avatar)
I missed that kind of feeling.
Thank you for letting me fall in love with a character I never intended on :love:
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Acornaih Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Mozenrath... yeah, the guy from the TV series! :D I never liked him nor hated him, but he seemed pretty okay. (And...totally hot.. x))

Wow, I'm honored that I have done such a thing for you. That's awesome; thank YOU :D <3
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Melody-Guren Featured By Owner May 29, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I want to hug him u.u

Very nice♥
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Acornaih Featured By Owner May 29, 2012  Student Digital Artist
I know, me too. </3

Thanks :)
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Melody-Guren Featured By Owner May 29, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
np! u.u
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MsMindwhirl Featured By Owner May 27, 2012   General Artist
This picture--- beautiful! I love that expression and pose that he has, and his emotions are expressed so well here. The story--- gorgeous! I feel so bad for Matsu and want to give him a huuuggee hug! <3 You--- amazing! Goodness, you've got lots of skill!!!! Please make some more like this! :D <3
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Acornaih Featured By Owner May 28, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thanks so much! :D

Hehe did you read the story? Or just what I posted with the picture? ;)

I didn't know you were into Death Note <3

Ha I will. Believe me, if the story continues, lots of illustrations/scenes from it will follow xDD
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MsMindwhirl Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2012   General Artist
I just read what you posted on the picture. It was AMAZZZZING! Do you already have the story out and published???!!!! And it's more that a friend of mine is into Death Note, not so much me. But I LOVE the character design and style (so I admire that part of the show suuper much).
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Acornaih Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Haha I'm crazy enough to attempt writing the story as I go! xD I update with a new chapter every Thursday (ish!!).

Ah.. well it is a good show, if you're into very dark, slightly-more-realistic animes.
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